Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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Yes ! i'm finally back home in Sunny Singapore .. i L-O-V-E Singapore .. hahaha i honestly think that goin overseas has changed me alot.. it was pure bootcamp for me back in aussie with nights i had to skip dinner cuz they were serving beef or having little slp cuz my neighbours were making a hell lot of noise the night before.. when i came back to singapore i felt soo appreciative of my moms home cooked food and the quiteness of my house. Weird but true..
O did i mention ? i am moving house.. yup .. so its packing packing and more packing for me .. just looking at the amt of junk i have in my rm .. its giving me a headache.. haha .. i knw i'm gona miss my present hs .. after 18yrs of living in this hs its time to say goodbye.. sigh..
-i have my difficulties pls understand .. i wont blame u if u hate me.. but i knw its for the better in the long run .. trust me on this ..
12:36 PM;
Saturday, November 04, 2006
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Gwad.. someone pls slap me .. i totally screwed up my paper today.. studied like soo dam hard for it and jus couldnt do the god dam paper.. pardon me for all the swearing.. i jus need to let it all out.. gosh sometimes i wonder wads the point in all this hard work when at the end of the day i don get results.. ARGH .. im feeling fustrated.. i shouldnt have spent all my days mugging for this stupid paper if i knew the results would be this .. Wad the hell have i been doing these pass few days.. my first paper in ANU and yes i gota screw it up big time ! Damm ! Don even knw if i'm elligible to sit for supp.. feel like tearing up all my accts papers.. and burn it in the JCR's fire place (my college's fireplace)..
Yea i knw theres no point brooding over it and all .. i will and i must get my priorities right now and prepare for my next exam which is another killer.. yes i'm referring to Finance.. I must not screw up this paper again.. Wish me luck !
-Need to stay focus for this period of time .. would appreciate it if i could study in peace .
10:32 AM;
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
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I'm dreaming of home.. yes i am that desperate.. how i wished i could hop on a plane right now that will take me back to s'pore.. its THAT bad.. the food here is jus as bad .. but i've got a great news to share !! I've got my apartment !! FINALLY !! hahaa .. i am soo excited to move in .. the thought of never having to eat another meal at john's puts an instant smile on my face ! i'm serious !! i never knew chinese food could taste soo bad till i lived at johns.. sometimes i wonder where they hire the cooks from .. But i know i'll miss my little rm here at johns.. though small but i've grown fond of it :) ..
Anyways.. I'll be home in 18 days time !!! hahaha .. i cant waite !! beeuutttiiiffuull singapore here i come !! As for now .. i need to focus .. get it over and done with .. yea ! exams starting in 3 days .. its been a long time since i've sat for such a long paper.. 3hrs !! sheesh, the last time i remembered i had a 3hrs paper was back in sec schl .. i hope i don get leg cramps..
Alrightz its 2.45 am now.. and i gota slp.. its gona be a long day tomorrow .. Nitez peeps..:)
-i know how everyone is stressed out and all.. i am too.. so would u pls give me some peace and quiet.. thats all i'm asking for .. its not much.
11:27 PM;
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
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Finally !! I'M FREE FROM ASSIGNMENTS.. YIPPEE !!
i've got approximately 1 1/2 weeks till exams and 3 weeks till i'm back in sunny s'pore.. cant waite !! :)
Been slping realli little the last few weeks jus to clear up all my assignments.. tiring .. brain draining .. exhausted .. fatigue .. sleepy..
Anyways.. Wish me luck for my upcoming exam.. Gona turn in now.. Gd nite peeps.. :)
-nows not the time .. not right now.. let me breathe..
12:04 AM;
Thursday, October 12, 2006
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TIRED...FATIGUE ...
i realli hope i don burn out b4 the exams.. been slping very little the pass few days.. rushing rushing all my assignments.
Finally had a good and long girl chat with den.. very clear of my direction now..i'm not gona bother abt all the silly gossips and exchange of glances..I jus need to be patient .. 4 more weeks !! just 4 more weeks !!
It realli tough to keep sane here .. its realli realli tough .. sigh .. i need to realise whatever i'm feeling inside but i cant find anyway to do that .. and at the end of the day all i can do is keep it in.
I need a breather badly.. away from all of these.. in my own familiar comfort zone ..
4 more weeks and i'm counting down !!
- I don wan to have to run and hide.. but sometimes its hard with the way ur acting, cant we forget abt all these and go back to the starting line ?
11:28 PM;